i wish there was some way we could be together, but right now its just impossible for me. i realize you cant wait around and that you have to move on. this hurts me so much and it is so hard letting you go, but its whats best for both of us. i never thought i’d actually lose you, but i have. you will always be in my heart, even when im not in yours. just dont forget me.

im gonna free fall down into nothing

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love-for-the-hell-of-it:

this part is forever stuck in my head